| 2006-02-16
- 8:49 a.m. I just woke up from a bad dream, a really bad dream, and so what better to do than to talk about tonight?
It depends on a lt of things, I think, like what signals she gives off, and what I really want to happen. Which, I guess, I've got 10 hours to figure out. It depends on whether not we go out alone or with a few of her friends. I've got little and not so little bases covered. I know we get along, we make each other laugh a lot. I know her pets like me (which is a big thing), last Friday when I fell asleep at her house one of her dogs climbed into bed and slept next to me. I also know I really, really need to figure out what I want. Not just from her, but a handful of other people. I know I can't wait around forever for a slim possibility. And I'm really trying not to, but it seems the more I try not to, the more that possibility opens up a little. I'm just going to go out and have fun and not really worry about anything tonight. If something happens it happens, if it doesn't I went out and had dinner with a funny girl, and there are worse ways to spend your Thursday night. |
