2005-12-29 - 5:32 p.m. I am going to go fucking crazy here. They want me to sleep in my sister's room, which is still chock full of her crap, her desk, her stupid things, and haunted by the ghost of her and her boyfriend having sex. I have no place to call my own. My old bedroom? Turned into a stupid place for my mom's plants. I can't do this. I can't live like this. Knowing that I don't have a fucking thing of my own, knowing that she's out there having fun and not having to change any fucking thing about her life. I'm just going to have to bite down and fucking get through this somehow. Just two months. Sixty fucking days. I'm going to go crazy. I can't do this. previous - next