2004-12-03 - 5:45 p.m. i am doped up right now, in some pain, but i think/hope i'm coherent enough to just whine a little: amy says she wants to take care with me and help me out as i recover. i had planned on her coming up. i cleaned my room and everything. but guess what? wednesday she decided she didn't want to come up here because she had homework and a test to study for. i'm kind of disappointed. got out of surgery, woke up, and the first thing i wanted to do was call her. cant always win, can you? previous - next