2004-12-04 - 6:24 p.m. i snapped at amy this morning. she had called me to check in on me and i was hurting and in and out of it because of my medication. i was also kind of upset she didn't come up here this weekend. she said she had too much school stuff to do, and it's not that i doubt her about that. she's talking on the phone to me and im feeling bad and so i finally say "i've got let you go." and amy said "i know, i just hate leaving you." that combined with the fact that she wasnt up here but was, instead, going out wih people down just kind of made me angry. i know i over reacted. i just really wanted her to be with me. i'm getting light headed so i'm going to lay down. previous - next