2004-12-01 - 9:24 p.m. so here it is: tomorrow i go in for surgery. nothing major. IT'S JUST MY LIFE. ohh not really. i am a little nervous about the whole general anestetic part. i've had bad experiences with it before. basically, i just don't want to wake up throwing up. you know, if at all posible, please. also, i am looking at getting a dog. i love dogs. love them. my first dog was a cocker spaniel, dusty, a beautiful dog. then we got edgar, a border collie mutt, the most loyal dog in the world. they died a few years ago and i miss them. my mom has a pomeranian. he's getting old, and he's a sweet dog, a nervous dog, but he's not my kind of dog. i feel bad for him, a lot of the time. but but but but but but i saw this dog, this cocker spaniel/border collie mix, long legged, black, looks so beautiful. and i have fallen in love. he's in a shelter right now, a no kill one, and i feel kind of torn, thinking i should go to a kill shelter, first. my problem is this: i fall in love with every dog i come across. especially mixes. especially ugly mixes. what i really need is a huge farm, out somewhere beyond the suburbs, some place for dogs to run and children to play hide and go seek and the night to actually be dark, the kind of dark where you can't see the edge of your yard. as soon as i can, ill toss out a post-surgery update. yall just keep it real. previous - next