| 2004-04-12
- 12:33 a.m. god dammit it's been a horribly shitty day and i keep coming back to just wanting her to tell me itll fucking be okay, just tell me that, and she doesnt and i cant ask her to and i know this is why she walked away, why she gave up. and so im just fucking proving her point over and over everytime something bad happens and all i can think is just tell me it'll be okay. please. and you wont and you cant and fucking dammit. what the hells the fucking point. im a fuck up. im not fixing anything. im not getting any god damn better. im not moving on. what the hells the fucking point. |
