at least, i am assuming they did. there's been crying and a big lack of him in our apartment and stories from other friends.

the roommate and i, we dont talk about it.

that's actually one of the things i like most about her. i can come in with things being one way and she'll just note in her head and not say a thing about it.

but we both just know what's there and what's going on.

so they broke up.

and honestly, i never liked the guy much to begin with. and now, from what i hear and what i've seen him do, i like him even less.

but now, my roommate, she's becoming more like her old self.

the girl i knew in high school. and the girl i moved in with.

after they got serious, whenever we went anywhere in her car, the only music we'd listen to was christian.

this from the same girl i would drive around with at night listening to britney spears sing about lucky and queen singing about it's a kind of magic.

it IS a kind of magic.

the other week, last week i think, i went somewhere with my roommate in her car.

and she wasn't listening to christian music.

i wanted to cry because it was as if she was coming back.

but now she's moving out. she'll be gone within a week. i'm pretty sure she's moving out because of the memories in this place, and i can't blame her.

but god dammit, i'm going to miss her.

i've known her for eight years, yall.

eight.