and she said "just continue to support her."

and i said "i try, but i don't know if i do."

and she said "you do. you always do."

it bothers me that jenny doesn't think very highly of herself. and it makes me want to go kick her ex-boyfriend's ass for leaving any doubt in her mind.

i walked into where she lives yesterday to pick her up and she was just laying sprawled out in a chair and she was beautiful.

she is beautiful.

i took her over to a friend's place where some other people came and gathered for a holiday meal and talking and the watching of the television.

it's a weird feeling knowing you're the ugliest in a room. all the people there, every one of them, there all damn good looking people.

and then there's me, awkward and unkempt and clumsy.

it felt nice being with all of them.

but i'd look over at jenny once in a while and some day, some day i'm going to have to tell her that she's beautiful and that sometimes i'm worried about not being smart enough around here and all of this.

she better wind up with a damn good guy.