10-11-03
- 2 54 am i had a roughly bad day. roughly as in i can't quite tell why it was bad, or if it was bad, but if you looked at it... it was bad. and i wanted to talk to emily. and it's almost three in the morning. and i'm still waiting to talk to emily. i caught her, once, and she said she wanted to talk to me, so i need to call her back. i just don't know how long to wait. i've got a meeting tomorrow. at 10. in 7 hours. i'll get up at least an hour before i need to be there, so that's 6 hours of sleep. depending on when i get a hold of her. and she's having a good day, i know she is. she's having fun right now. and that makes everything better, over here. but it also makes me realize she's a hundred and thirty two states away from me. it makes me realize that, should the time come when i really need her, really absolutely need her, i may not be able to have her there. |