she's been there for me, often, before.

and now i can't do much more but work her hours for her, give her my advice, and just stand behind her.

on another note:

when my sister, kim, and two other people went to six flags this past weekend, they left behind someone.

someone who came up to me today and said "so they didn't go to six flags this weekend?"

which left me stumbling around into saying "i'm not involved in all that, you'll have to talk to them."

later, after going out to eat with emily and another couple, i called kim.

told her what was said to me, told her that something needed to be done.

the girl they left behind needs to know at least a shady reflection of the truth.

it's too late to be completely honest with her, unless they really want to hurt her.

but whoever it was never should've told her that they werent going to six flags, or whatever was said.

i told kim, and kim said "now i feel bad."

"you should."

im going to give everyone a couple of days. if i find out that no one told beth that they did go, i'm going to tell her.

im going to tell her that they werent sure about it up until the last possible minute, but they went.

they dug themselves a hole.

tomorrow could either be a really good day or a not so good day.

i had kind of hoped to go see emily's work that was in the museum. people are starting to talk to me about it, and so i've finally convinced her it's okay if i see it.

but now i'm going to work, and emily's going to try to come by, but who knows.

who knows.

i wish i could just make things work out for people.

things should.

perhaps they will.