found out kim was the one who asked tiffany to get my keys. kim's reason for this was "i didnt want to feel guilty for getting your keys myself."

and i kind of pointed out the flaws in her logic there.

emily treats me much different than it seems like kim did.

she worries about me. when i tell her im just tired, and look away and go about my business, then glance at her, she's looking at me, studying me.

it makes me grin, a little.

something about coming home to my parents house just makes me really really hungry.

i was at work today and i was trying to fill this empty container. the jug i was holding was 35 pounds and the hole i was aiming for was really tiny and then my back hand slipped and the jug fell and hit the ground and everything got all over me.

i lost my mr potato head watch.

i went out onto the floor and emily was looking away. i said "i had an accident."

she turned and looked at me, all covered, and started laughing.

i had to go home and change clothes.

im realizing, more and more, how much a part the south is of me.

the land and everything.

i dont want to live here when im older. i've known that for a while. it's not good for children, education wise, and it's only slowly starting to open up mentally.

but i won't ever get away from the sayings and the food and the slowness sometimes and the feel of the humid summers and what not.

yeah.

time to eat.