im only faintly worried that someone will see me naked, and set fire to my apartment in the hopes i will run out, naked. so, you know, they could get a good look at my body which is of the gods.

but i've got them foiled.

i have a robe.

also, my roommate's boyfriend recently got the LAZIEST dog i have ever seen. he'll barely walk to you, and if he does, it's only so he can be petted.

wait, no, he's not lazy. he's a big fat hedonist.

crazy mutt.

i had a dream last night, with kim in it.

all i really remember is this overwhelming feeling that things were good. that i was with the woman i loved, and there wasnt anything that was going to change that.

tomorrow i might get to spend time with her and her friends. so i've got to pull out the charm and charisma.

i'm going to wear a cowboy shirt.

and pants.

pants, ive found, can be a plus.

right now i am hungry, so i'm going to head out to get something to eat. and possibly look at my closet, and see if we have a pair of jeans that'll do well tomorrow.

we shall see.

and sometimes i breathe in and feel the world caught between my ribcage. if i let it, it could expand and knock my ribs apart, shattering my chest. i want to suck my arms inside of myself, into the middle, so i can touch this growing thing within.

and sometimes i think the person in front of me is an ass for doing 50 in a 70 mile speed zone.

hugs and kisses,