well, no. originally i wanted to hear her voice, hear her laughter.

and i did hear her laugh. such a great thing that is, to make her laugh, to know she's smiling, even if i can't see it.

we never really talked about this weekend. we found out each others schedule. there's no time to do anything.

listen:

there are multiple women in my life who mean a great deal to me.

kim.

the girl.

others.

and im losing some of them.

i've lost the girl.

and.

yeah.

things falling away just doesnt feel good at all.

so dont fall away.