we had both written one.

mine took me an hour to write.

hers, she had to try writing twice.

she had questions.

i gave her the answers.

and we talked. with words.

she still is unsure. doesn't know, really. but is thinking.

and i want to ask her what's stopping her. us.

and it was good, but weird, to say us. and mean us.

us.

i almost kissed her tonight.

but she is still not sure.

so i didnt.

but i was really close.

oh sweet jesus.

i will see her again in 16 hours. then everything picks back up and maybe. maybe i will kiss her.