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7-14-01 - 9 28 am

early early this morning, before the sun came up, the girl got on. for seven minutes we talked, then she went to sleep.

i checked her away message.

she had written wake me up if im not awake by 6 45 am. not to anyone in particular. just a little note to ask for help.

i thought. to myself. wake up. i dare you. wake up and see if she is still asleep by then.

not believing i would. and not going as far as setting an alarm.

but i woke up. and i thought it was 8 am. mainly because i have really bad eye sight.

i rolled over to the laptop.

saw it was actually 6 am. which would be 7 am, her time. which meant she should have been awake.

i signed on. checked her away message.

still asleep.

i debated for a minute.

i was still asleep. partly.

i dont know, really, why i debated.

maybe because i know she needed the sleep.

in the end i went upstairs. got the phone.

called her. let it ring twice. hung up.

i watched her away message.

not on my name.

didn't want to talk to her. or let her know i was awake. because she would have fussed at me.

called her again, let it ring twice. i dont know if she picked up that time.

i think she might have.

hung up.

her away message went away. another one came up after a moment.

thanking whoever woke her up.

i am a mysterious angel in the early morning.

and i am still wondering why i did not talk to her.

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