i love the people i work with.

i love kim. i love that shes smart and notices the little stuff and laughs at it. i love that tonight was the first night shes ever eaten at waffle house.

i love that shes growing.

i love that evan, who in our uniform, looks like this young geek. which originally drew me to him, because i love geeks, male or female. yet, in real life, outside of work, hes proving to be so much different. and quick with the wit.

i love the fact that, tonight, we all sat around in the parking lot. some drinking, some not, some leaning back, some standing.

just talking.

im going to miss every god damn one of them.

especially kim.

tonight, when i went back to work to pick people up, to pick kim up, i started writing. in the parking lot. in my car.

the first time, really, it feels like, in a long while.

i sat there and wrote and i had no paper. so i wrote on the back of receipts, atm slips.

ran out of paper. so i went in.

took some paper towels. wrote on that.

later, on the same paper towel, at waffle house, i wrote how to get lewis really drunk really fast.

in case, you know, i ever need to.

ok. i am tired. and need to write an email to the girl.

because if i cant end my night with her, thats the closest way to, eh.

yeah.

gnight yall. hope yall remained safe.