4-17-01
- 12 27 am i am currently watching the kids in the hall while trying to learn the words to achey breaky heart by the great billy ray cyrus. all i know, off the top of my head is: you can tell my lips to tell my fingertips they won't be reaching out for you no more. but dont tell my heart, my achey breaky heart, i just don't think he'd understand. if you tell my heart, my achey breaky heart, he might blow up and kill this man awwooooo-ooo. to think, this is what i have to offer the future mrs. crayon. kids in the hall and billy ray cyrus. heh. what else. i asked her if i could equate her to it, she said yes, with all of her being, yes, and i told her she surpassed it. vague vague vague. i looked at my hand, tonight, as i was playing chicken foot with the friends (i won every time, because i kick chicken foot ass), and the mark from the iv from august stood out. i wanted to ask jennifer if she saw it, but i did not, because i dont know if i am ready to explain the story behind it to everyone. and it's not a big story. month long sickness i finally admitted to, wound up in the er, iv, xrays, urine tests, blood samples, disease named. comes and goes, yes, havent felt it in a long time, so i'm over it, yes. yes yes yes. i was laying across her bed tonight, playing on my tiny guitar, seranading the room, off in my own little world. i said "i can play with my teeth too." and i played the tiny guitar with my teeth. the room stopped. i went back to playing it, left handed. jennifer cracked up, marion looked at me, said i was "really special." jennifer said i was "funny." its about good god time that the crocodile dundee series became a triology, am i right or am i right can i get an amen? AMEN. thank you! i am a rock superstar. i am a rock. rock. rock steady. and beebop. I USED TO have the tape the ninja turtles put out via pizza hut. i listened to it a lot, too. im killing time in hopes she will talk to me. i swam across i jumped across for you. oh what a thing to do. i will now drink something. |