there were two normal people nostrils, but then, inside my left nostril, there was this hole that formed.

i looked in the mirror at it, it extended up into my nose, in that little divider between nostrils.

odd enough, i used to know what that was called, but now i dont. because i am old and forget those things i learned in school.

cept donde el bano. that i remember.

but thats neither here nor there.

in the dream it was revealed to me that that's why i havent been able to sleep.

the hole forming inside my nose.

today. ah today has been a good day, cept for the whole im still confused by that blasted woman.

i saw her, earlier, before work, to give her back her bear.

she picked out "our song" while we were there. or another "our song."

seeing as how we had claimed one about three weeks ago.

and im actually sposed to be with her right now, but i told her i wasnt sure what time i would make it over there.

she said, while i was there, that i was playing games with her.

jokingly, of course.

because theres this third girl, a friend of a friend, who visited for a weekend. and i hit on her.

massively hit on her.

and got shot down like i was in enemy territory.

however this friend of a friend and i still have something going on, because we made each other laugh, and so she's jealous of us two.

which is the game im playing, you see.

and i do feel bad, because this girl, this innocent girl, is being used as a barb between the two of us.

hell, maybe she'd be flattered.

now im going to leave and do whatever tonight calls for.