3-21-01
- 12 37 am i cant really explain what days like today do to me. i tried taking a nap, because i need sleep, and i couldnt. but things werent all bad today, nor were they all good. yes, i had a hard day. yes, i will have the exact same hard day for two days a week for the next few months. but, yes, there was a great grand moment or two tossed onto the end that made me forget about the no sleep, forget about the permanent tenseness in my shoulder blades, forget other things. i laughed. and thats all i really ask from my day, to be able to come from it and say yeah, i laughed. and i made someone else. i still dont know where my class ring is, but i'd bet all my money that its at work. at least, im hoping as much. and im hoping i kept the warranty, but im pretty sure i didnt because im an idiot and throw things away and i really hope my ring turns up. im tired and weary and im going to sleep now. or try to sleep. we shall see. |