just woke up. well, not just, maybe ive been up ten minutes.

got an email from the girl. sort of throws me, because im pretty sure it's a song lyric she sent me, but if its not, i dunno why she said it because she knows how i feel about her.

not going to worry about it, though.

had a few dreams because i could actually sleep today.

one:

my cousin was getting married, straight out of high school. maybe not straight out of high school, but she was still pretty young.

we kidded around, which eased a part in me because, in the dream, i was worried about separating from her.

two:

i was on a ship, eating, and i knew that it was going to flood soon if i didnt stop it, but i couldn't stop it, so it flooded and people drowned.

my sister drowned.

i was there, floating, and a toddler was floating, and i tried to get the toddler on the raft thing i was on, but i couldnt.

and i had to keep reliving this, trying to find ways to stop the drowning. each time i knew my sister would die.

three:

my friend bought a puppy. a blue beagle.

time to continue on the day.