with a probably broken toe.

BECAUSE I SUCK ASS.

heh, alright, no, i admit it. i don't suck ass.

i actually kick much ass, when it comes right down to.

but, i did maybe possibly most likely break my second toe on my left foot because i am a fool.

i am a giant fool.

but now im sitting with my toe wrapped to my third toe in an, what we in the know call, anatomical splint.

ive been told to go to a doctors, but as those in the know know, i have a growing hatred of doctors.

which is kind of weird, because i've sort of toyed (am still toying) with the idea of being a pediatrican.

i love kids, i love helping people, i still have plenty of time to make that kind of move.

the point is, i've had some really bad experiences with doctors. not as bad as some other peoples, but bad enough that i avoid going for as long as possible.

i lasted a month with a "disease" and only admitted it to someone other than the girl the day i went to the er.

im thinking, however, that i might have to go to the doctors. i will ask jen, see what she believes, if tomorrow it is as swelled up as it is tonight, and has changed to another color.

its darking and all, but until its purple, im not going to worry.

i i i i... uh, i have a lot to do tomorrow.

and sometime i must clean up the area i live in. which sucks, but yeah, not doing it for me.

its actually not that bad, but its enough that im going to be growling and mumbling.

frickin frackin brickin brackin.

oh, yeah, recent google links to my site have included:

pockets with panties. and mayonnaise porn.

i mustve been a let down to em eh.

and now i sleep.