well, too bad, cause i've got to clean the carpet!

eh, no. i mean, yes, i do have to clean the carpet.

but thats not an excuse.

im thinking i just might borrow my mom's shampoo-er to clean this carpet.

oh, as of today i am a certified first aid giver doer thinger.

i know how to do adult, child, infant cpr and first aid.

it was a... 7 hour of class.

on a saturday.

that started at 8 in the morning.

see how i'm cleverly avoiding the subject?

i got three hours of sleep.

i was going to take a nap right now, but kat sort of told me she was going to be somewhere until late, more or less hinting i could be there with her.

but i need to shower. and buy soap sometime this week.

im not at peace with myself.

but im doing laundry, so at least i'll feel comfortable, what with being in my old well worn clothes.

kids, i made two girls laugh so hard last night they were crying. i was honestly worried someone would get mad at us.

but no one did.

and they laughed.

and i felt right. good.

give it time, they say.

and so shall i do. give it time.

send flowers.