which i disagree with, by the by. women have an immense tolerance for pain and any guy that doesnt think so is just an idiot.

and ill say it again, i will never want to get between any woman and her child.

the girl told me, last night, that my words have lost their rawness.

i told her this and that.

which is probably why i couldnt sleep.

carlos said something today that i agree with. youve got to have conversation in your relationships.

hell, i want to have full out arguements in my future ones.

i met his parents today. carlos, that is. i love his mom. shes got a good sense of humor, even if she is all about the fast driving.

his familys from colombia.

i could understand a spot or two of what they were saying.

watched him and joey coach a high school soccer team. their team won 4-1.

there was no... fire... in the girls.

thats all ill say about that.

and im damn pleased the mets won. about time.

was talking bout it with martine today, i dont remember where i was on new years eve past.

i have absolutely no recollection. at all.

indeed.

yeah im tired and im not writing anything of importance. so thats that.