if i had kept it up i betcha i would've earned at least half a dollar.

maybe 75 cents even.

im sleepy.

soon ill take a shower and move around and get the blood pumping and all this other crazy fun biological stuff.

long extended pauses.

it never used to be this way.

i believe, with time, it wont be this way.

but the time, i wonder if i can sit and wait.

jack's birthday was in late august.

jack isnt jack or jackie but jacqueline. but she is jack. and her birthday was in late august. and i didnt know this. or i knew this and i was gone and forgot.

i was gone, either way.

i asked her, last weekend, when her birthday was, thinking it was coming up. she told me. so i told her i'd get her a gift.

she said no. i said yes. she said she would get me something for my birthday. i said no, it was too late. she said what is it, you get three months before its too late for a gift? i said yes and i just barely made it in.

so now i'm going to get her a gift.

i think it's just going to be a lot of candy.

kit kat and such.

oh, yeah, i watched angela anaconda the other day for the first time in months. good stuff.

dd fell asleep as i watched. had to go to work, left her sleeping there.

i think im awake enough now to stumble around to the shower.

and then out for candy.

but before i do: i had another wreck in my dream. but kate was driving the car that hit me.

so many kates: this kate was a kate i met in... second... grade and knew for a very long time. but i havent seen her in years. last i heard she had something doing in florida.