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8-29-00 - 10 15 pm

ohhh you clever clever porn industry! you got me yet again.

yes, i am big enough to admit i fell for it.

see, the email had "i have a new address..." as the title.

so me, being the caring friend i am, opened it to see who changed their name from what.

FOILED AGAIN!

no one ever expects to die from a wheel coming off a big rig.

no one but me.

yeah.

i know i said i would and i did.

i dont know.

she hasnt... fully... absorbed it.

so now i must either keep quiet and sit and wait for it to hit her. or i must, like the porn, be subtle. keep reminding her.

but hell, at least she didnt walk out on me.

that's something.

yo yo yo, i wrote tonight, inspiration provided by amy long after the fact.

approaching in
silence, while the rest
of the city sleeps,
while the night reaches
it peak, while silence
actually becomes a sound.
moved into a reverence
only brought about by
not wanting to wake anyone,
by the knowledge that sound
amplifies at night.
and by arriving i feel
that there is a source
of light always
there, in you,
even in the middle
of the night.


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