so my question is is, or was, toni influenced by cher (but then again, who isnt influenced by cher?) or does having that kind of hair automatically make you be like cher? is cher actually a stop on a long line of similiar hair people?

something for me to ponder over.

and if you ever really want to impress me, say "in lieu of" aptly in a sentence.

but never ever say "chillin and billin".

i ended up going to my sisters tournament and im now glad i did. it lasted until about 930, so we didnt get to do anything for the dad. im going to hit on some points i had thinkin of through the day.

i love people. i met three kids today i just fell for. not fell for as in i want you in my bed now and forever type of deal, but they were just... amazing. this one kid ive come in contact with most every week for the last few months. finally found a way to charm her. she makes me laugh.

this other kid, on the team my sister was playing, god damn she was talented. and she had muscles. and she coughed from deep within her chest.

this is a little known fact: i'm oddly attracted to people who have deep coughs, like that kid. heard her cough, caught my attention, watched her play. im smitten. but shes young.

nother kid, same team as the smitten kid, caught. impressed by this kid, too. she was nice with the other team members and quite chatty. tough, too. bled but got right back up. so yeah.

you know, thats all actually nothing.

what is something, a point i pondered, was brought on by the whole fathers day deal.

and at lunch/supper we talked about my cousin's wife having a baby.

my dads a great amazing wonderful dad. ive said this already. if i could ever be half the parent he was for me, i'd be happy.

and thats what i thought about. lately, in the last few months, ive been scared of being a parent. now, i dont have kids, and im pretty sure i have none on the way for a long long time. its just something to think about.

so i was thinking, and boom, all of a sudden i was hit by the idea of having a little baby. i wasnt against the idea. so now i guess ive come around to the idea of having one. eventually. like ten years from now at the very very very least. and the other person has to be great. so yeah.

theres this little brother of a kid on my sisters team. he's going to be a great man one day. listen: he reads. he draws. he plays with little kids hes not related to. hes a boy scout (ignore all that junk about the scouts not allowing gays for the purpose of proving him a good guy.) and he has a sense of humor. ladies, im telling you, keep an eye on this fellow.

im crazy tired.

and yet all im doing is chillin and billin.

heh, someones going to shoot me one day.