2005-01-16 - 6:55 p.m. it has become to the point of where i am afraid of typing. i'm afraid of words. i can't be honest here. i can't be honest there. not for lack of wanting to. i just don't want to hurt you. i don't want to hurt. would be best perhaps to disappear? she never cheated. i over reacted. i can't do anything. don't know the real me. previous - next