2005-01-08 - 5:04 p.m. things are really weird right now with amy and i. we're working it out, but i'm not sure how much we'll get settled. ever. it's shit with emily, basically. emily, and just a world of other stuff that's going on, happening, what have you. the whole cheating thing, for instance. she says that's just who she is, how all her friends are, affectionate with everyone and this and that. i need to start writing more, again, write this shit all out, get it out of my system. somehow find the way to forget emily. and to figure out if what i want is with amy. last two nights i've pretty much spent on the couch. good signs, good times. previous - next