tuesday, i went tuesday.

ha, man was i off!

ha ha hmmm.

alright, so i went almost completely unprepared, mostly unsure on what was going to happen.

there were 8 of us.

it was a video assesment test.

she put five of us in one room, and then i was in another room with two other people.

it was a test, with four different parts, multiple choice.

the vcr (get that video part? yeah, that's where the vcr comes in) wasn't working, so, without thinking, i told the administrator, "you could just give us the answers."

and then it hit me that, you know, that could be taken horribly wrong. the whole "not ethical" aspect, i mean.

but the lady laughed, then we started up a running commentary about me breaking the vcr because i wanted the answers.

oh non-ethics, how you won me a job, oh, non-ethics, how i love you!

took the test, it took about an hour and a half, i passed.

it was a crazy test, i almost cussed, but i held back because, well, filthy mouth plus cheating to get ahead isn't the key to success (no matter what my if i'm found to be a match, they'll call me in two to three weeks.

i am impatient.

i am impatient, i curse, i joke about cheating, ohh i am a winner. mommas lock up yo daughters.

i just took the next most logical step: i applied to toys r us.

also:

last night amy and i kind of argued because, well, i wanted to get off the phone so i could go eat with a friend and she wanted this long drawn out goodbye, and i'm kind of tired of only being able to get off the phone when she's ready to get off the phone.

we're going to talk about it a little more tonight, i think, because last night i was tired and snappy and we've both wrote each other emails and hopefully she understands my side and understands i don't like just sitting on the phone listening to her brush her teeth when we both need to leave.

i realize that i'm making things to sound worse than they really are.

she is a good person, i really like her, i guess i'm just afraid of being so needed.

bah, i need to eat.