as if i've completely surprised her.

and it just makes me grin and hide my face near her shoulder. i kiss her neck and she hugs me tightly.

she's left town, again, for four days.

i got asked to come into work today.

however, the person who asked me to come into work, my manager, instead of, you know, being a manager, working and all, she was in a movie.

it kind of made me want to tell her no. that if it's busy enough that she can leave to watch a fucking movie, then she can stay all night.

but instead i said ok.

i had a bunch of weird dreams last night.

at one point i was driving away from the police, and i was trying to turn around but my car's back wheels dipped into the lake and the car flipped over and we went into the water.

i could feel the water, cold and rushing in, and i remember freaking out for a little bit.

then i calmed down and reached for my safety belt and got out and such.

i need to take a shower.

i kind of had plans tonight, with kim, and i had to cancel and im upset about it.

bah.

ill shower away my anger.