the two questions turned into two and a half hours on the phone with her.

two and a half hours on the phone with a self proclaimed girl who is horrible on the phone. with someone who doesn't do the phone.

there is something about me, she says, that keeps her talking. that doesn't let her stay quiet.

our non-date has been moved to tomorrow, because i realized i have to work wednesday.

tomorrow was the day i had deemed the day i tell emily i would like to have a million of her babies.

or something akin to that and much less scarier.

i keep trying to think of a way to tell her that's not pushy, that lets her know she has plenty of time to decide whether or not she wants to go on a date with me, and if she doesnt it won't change anything, i'll still want to continue to hang out with her like we do.

we shall see.

indeed.

dammit.

why cant it be tuesday already?

crazy ladies and their crazy attractiveness.