someone else is working on getting her another 2000.

if they can do that, she'll be set. she'll be good.

i want pancakes.

fluffy syrupy pancakes.

also:

i told kim, last night, that i was thinking of selling myself for money. and that i was going to offer her not only first dibs (so she could have me before i become old and used) but i would also make her a deal: ten dollars for the first buck.

she said no.

so i said okay, the first hour free. the second hour, ten bucks.

and she paused a moment, then said how about the first hour free, and i dont go for the second hour?

and i said that's fine with me.

and she said no.

later, i brought it up again, i said are you sure? you'll regret it if you dont. the price will rise. it might be 20 before you know it.

and she said no.

but it was good, being able to joke with her about it.

earlier, yesterday, i got mad enough at her i walked out of the building and drove away.

i havent ever done that before. usually i'll get as far as the car, sit in it, then go back in. seeing as how im a believer in working problems out right then.

which isnt always the best thing to do.