3-10-03
- 1 18 am i told her tonight, i said, and i said it matter-of-factly too, i said "you broke my heart, you know." and she said, in this quiet voice she gets when shes kind of sad, she said "i never meant to." and i said, "well, you did. and it will take a while to get over." i spent today at my parents house. i slept over from last night, and my room was incredibly hot. probably, you know, because i was in it. and i'm damn hot. so i got a light blanket, stripped, shut the door so noone would unknowingly walk in on me in all my glory, and slept on top of my other covers. i woke up early in the morning, sweating, and checked my watch to make sure i was home alone. then i stumbled upstairs to guzzle down a can of soda and went back to sleep. nude. yep. and i know all of yall are thinking of me naked right now. go ahead. there's no harm. im thinking of myself naked right now, too. mmmm. narcassism. tasty. there's this lady i know, few years older than me, known her for a couple of years, almost asked her out saturday. she did end up going out with a few of us that night. i didnt ask her out because: a) i'm fairly sure shes not attracted to me. b) she's such a great person. she deserves to be with someone who wouldn't be heartbroken. i'm going to see the girl this summer. we're both excited about this. i havent seen her since that layover in memphis, which was... two years ago. i will probably sleep naked again tonight. got to love the naked crayon time. mmmm. skin. |