watching toy story 2.

i hope.

i wish i could make yall understand what i feel for her.

we made nine months two days ago. nine months.

things have changed so much for me these last two years.

i went from being happy to not being happy to being happier than i've ever been.

last week i saw a catepillar. my first catepillar of the season.

i stopped. picked it up. took it to a tree. it stretched up and ate a leaf. then i placed it on the branch. walked off damn happy.

last year i never saw a catepillar. i never looked for one, and if there was one in front of me, i wouldn't have noticed.

that's a damn important change, to me.

and it's all because of this lady i've only known for almost a year.

she's incredible.

and im all smitten.