which is a lie. i have had the time. i just wanted to sleep, instead.

recently, i went to the vagina monolouges.

it just reinforced my whole idea that women, women are beautiful.

and so many of them don't ever realize it.

and that hurts.

when women... or a woman... realizes she's beautiful, its this amazing thing. up on stage, women were at least going through the idea of realizing it. and i think some of them did.

also:

i went to the doctor's... a week ago, i guess. he gave me a list of pills and vitamins and such to take.

now, this doctor, i know him, i've known him for a long time. he's heavy on handing out the pills.

matter of fact, while we were sitting there discussing things, like the reason i asked for an appointment, he suggested at least two other pills that i declined.

i know someone who went to him and was addicted for a while.

sadly, he wasn't doing anything that could discredit him.

except to me.

i gave my dad the list, because i have no way of getting things unless i'm here.

i'm tired of this story. time to switch subjects:

my toe looks like it's bruised.

also, i should be at work in twenty minutes, so im leaving.