and because i can, because i have the ability in me to do this or that it means i should.

i should. and i can't sit back and not do it.

guilt and all.

i had a really bad night last night.

well, no. it was a bad day.

and all i wanted, yo, all i wanted was to come back here and talk to kim.

talk to her and get everything out there and be empty in that good healthy way.

and she came on for a few minutes and then just left.