that with the two guys she has dated before me, she had been with them for longer than she should have. after the last guy she decided that she wasn't going to do that again. she was just going to date and be able to date whoever without it becoming this big thing.

and then she met me.

and she liked me a lot. and now she loves me: "do you know how it feels to be able to say that and really mean it?"

i dont know where things are going right now.

also.

the girl admitted to me tonight three times recently she has seriously hurt herself.

and she says she needs me, but i don't believe her because i dont think she believes it.