how in the hell do you forget to eat?

in the last two days i have had:

some sweet and sour chicken. and some other chicken meat thing. a brownie explosion thing from dq. some buncha crunch. and half of a six inch sub. and gushers.

cant forget the fruit gushers.

AND I WAS GOING TO GIVE THE GUSHERS TO E. except e. made me eat them.

forgot to eat. for two days.

TWO. DAYS.

other than that, and the fact that i didnt talk to the girl on her birthday, which is the first time in... four years, i guess, that i havent, the day was alright.

work, and after work stuff. with kim and everyone. i got home at two. and forgot to eat.

forgot to fucking eat. this blows my mind.

the one thing i always need to do is eat.

otherwise. its not good.

i didnt mention this, but the other day i threw up. some morning when i opened for work.

fuck.

ulcer ON MY EYE. pain in my stomach.

caused by you.

cept thats a gosh darn song.

fuck. i dont need to be writing right now. not here.