i have to be at work a little over an hour from now. i got maybe four hours of sleep.

woo.

work 9 hours today. unless i get talked into staying longer. then who knows. who knows. who knows.

early early this morning, say around 4 am, my cat went up into the ceiling, and then began meowing because he could not get down.

i climbed on the piano to get him down and slipped. twice.

the damn fucker.

i eventually got him down, even though i cursed him plenty and said you ass, you get down yourself, multiple times.

last night the girl lectured me. said i was treating myself horribly, that she wanted me around. i told her i was around.

she said yeah, for now.

pot callin the kettle there. but i didnt say anything, because i was the one getting the lecture, and probably rightfully so.

i got really sick last summer, i started getting sick again but recovered myself. shes afraid, im afraid. but im ok.

i scratched my arm all up changing toilet paper.

i get to work with a bunch of great kids today. im happy and excited.

andys birthday is in eight days. i need to figure something out to do for him.

kim had blood running down her face last night as she got into my car. a thick long drop that i thought was paint. she had scratched herself.

i hope she doesnt talk because she is nervous. i dont think she does, but i dont know. she is young and newly into things. it might be that.