i think if you're there, then things can't be too bad, simple as that.

i think if i can talk to you, then things will work out, because you say they will, and i believe you, simple as that.

i think you're one of the best things in my life, simple as that.

i think you're all i need to make it, simple as that.

and so, yes, maybe i simplify things way too much.

maybe there's twists and turns and pot holes in my lawn that i just don't see.

or dont care to see.

maybe i just don't get it. i just dont understand what the hell is going on with the world. maybe i dont want to understand. maybe i don't make the effort, anymore, to understand. maybe you don't want me to make the effort to understand.

but god fucking dammit, i don't know what else to do.

you say i'm doing everything i can.

it doesnt feel that way.

you say you dont know what else i could be doing.

i could be making it so that you could talk to me, get the stuff out of your system.

but i'm not.

im not.

i am tired. i am sleepy. i am wishing i was there with you now. i wish i understood.