now i just need to tell the bosses. heh.

i think ill get a confirmation at one job tomorrow, the second friday. which is probably pushing it a little, seeing as how the boss knows i'm back at that job.

hell, maybe i'll walk by it today.

drop in and run.

tired tired tired.

want to talk to the girl, but i wont, not until much much later.

if that.

so. my plans for tonight:

go by the work place. go withdraw money. go eat dinner with friends cause i am damn popular.

or not.

but then i go... i dont know.

somehow i need to get back by 10.

thats weird, you know. anything after 10 i consider her time.

and i dont tell people this. it starts getting around 930 and im watching the clock and finally i say hey, i need to call it a night, and leave.

then i get back and spend the rest of the night waiting for her.

because i am a sucker.

and she's worth it.

i was talking to the friend last night and she told me that i was in a bad way. that she knew what she was talking about. that the girl doesn't see it because she's dealing with her own things. that the girl "feels it. but she doesn't KNOW it."

and so yeah.

blah blah blah.

witty comment that makes you smile.

comment that makes your palm itch.

and i leave.