but ah well.

ill check the thursday before. heh.

so i got the tape. soon i shall make tape number 2. im not exactly sure what the latter half will consist of. we shall see.

oh shall we see.

so my electricity was out for the third time in a month this morning.

of course i woke myself up... three hours before i needed to be up. but me, being the take no hell crayon that i am, said damn. and went back to bed.

i was just informed to keep smooth and play again.

what excellent advice.

i used to stage crew. it was something i, seemingly according to the stage manager i worked under, took to fast.

it was something i loved from the first rehearsal.

there was something about the pressure... half way through the performance her button fell off and i had to sew it back on before her cue.

yeah, i can sew buttons buddy.

and that button never fell off again.

something about having to deal with the little things, like props breaking, and fixing it.

and the audience not knowing what youre doing, or have done.

i miss it. i miss it a lot.

i sit in the audience in plays now and pay attention more to the set, to the moments between scenes, acts, then i do to the actual play.

im going to ask around, see how i can find my way onto a stage crew.

no payment. just maybe one night off so i can actually see the whole play.

im writing. i scribble away on pieces of paper i keep folded up in my back pocket. im writing and scribbling and nothings happening.

well, not a lot.

but it will, soon. if i just keep pinging away.

so off i go.

to ping away.