2006-01-12
- 7:11 a.m. I've been doing a lot of thinking. Some stuff has gone down that I won't really talk about here because it's not my place to. I love her too much, I guess. And that's what it pretty much comes down to. I still love her, as much as it hurts sometimes. It just is.
Some relationships are rockier than others. Some relationships aren't meant to last forever. I don't know what our relationship was. I would still do anything for her, and I hope she really understands that. I would do anything. I'm not perfect. Sometimes I'm not even good. I've hurt her more than I've ever talked about here. And I won't ever talk about it here because I realize how awful it was of me. I would take it all back. Every word, if I knew it would help. Invent a time machine and stop myself from calling. The truth? I know she can handle everything. I know she's got an amazing power in her, if she just believed in herself and just trusted herself. I don't know where I'm going with all of this. |