2005-03-04 - 10:47 p.m. you have been gone now two days. it's kind of pathetic how much of an absence you've created here. the dog feels it. i feel it. there's no one here to make sure i eat well. there's no one here to interrupt my shows repeatedly. especially after saying, "sorry, i'll stop now." i really thought, last night, that i would have to sleep on the couch because i'm just not used to so much space around me anymore. i come home and it's dark. the dog is excited to see me, but not really. he's just excited to see someone. but he really just wants to play with you. i know. it is quiet. empty. there is no one here to make me clean up after myself (but don't worry, i have been). i'm bored. and lonely. and the dog is snoring now. i know we argue sometimes, and there are times i don't talk as much as you want, or i'm just flat out not as much as want me to be or need me to be. i get you upset and angry and everything else. i know. but you need to come back. i miss you. previous - next