not being in love.

just loving.

after the new schedule was put up out front i waited a minute or two. then i went and checked mine. she already had looked, and knew we werent working together much this next week.

which made us both a bit sad.

i was going, on my break, to get us both lunch, but i didnt care where i went. so i wanted to get whatever she wanted, but she hates being decisive and also directing. i started naming places, watching her face.

she told me, to begin with, no kfc or mcdonalds.

drew said arbys. she said arbys is expensive but sure. and i said no, save your money, no arbys.

i said wendys. she made a face, and said sure. i said no, no wendys. she made a face.

i then listed what was now not an option.

then i listed what was. burger king, subway, the like, and her face lit at subway.

so i went to subway.

and brought back a cookie i made her eat.

at work there is this new lady. she has an 18 year old son. after work kim and i were sitting out front, talking, waiting for her mom. he showed up, talked to us.

kim left.

we were still talking.

i had only met him once.

but i ended up taking him downtown. so he could see a band play.

he was bowled over i was doing that for him. driving him thirty minutes. out of my way.

i just smiled and shrugged.